All I can say is this:

Sometimes I wish I could know what God's reasons are for the paths our individual lives take, but then I remember I coudn't understand it even if he told me, and that this is a day-by-day journey, and I don't need to know.

I guess I will try to not worry about what my future holds, but instead draw closer to God and trust in him to take care of my every need. Anyone with me? It's about the journey, folks. Maybe it took me 24 years to learn that, but I see it now to be true. It's about the journey.