What is Real

Last night was a particularly cruel night. Everything that has transpired in the last 3.5 months came at me full force, and I realized I coudn't stuff it all down inside.

And as I was working through things, and thinking about people, I came to realize something.

The only thing that is real...
is the one thing I can't
see.
feel.
touch.

God is the only person I can't doubt. He is the only one who truly knows me, and the only one who will never leave.

And yet, he is also the only one I have never seen or touched or felt.

I found the simple irony of that intriguing and as this realization came to me, for the first time last night, I smiled.